Saturday, April 14, 2012

I have it. I have finally realized why Juli has been haunting my thoughts. She is the spitting image of Anushka. How did I not see before? Either way. I now know that I must leave. I have booked tickets for a ship to Nantucket. Far away from all of this. There, maybe I will be free of all of this. Do not try to write me brother, until you again hear from me, with the new address. Good luck to you, and good luck to me. When you hear from me again, I will be a free man.


Tuesday, April 24, 2012

These damned Americans. The voyage was cancelled. I will have to find another way out. I am trapped here. Why will Anushka's spirit not leave me be? No matter. I will stay strong. She will not win. I will be free of her. Brother, if you do not hear from me again, know that it is because I am finally free. Perhaps it is the only way. I can only hope I do not end up in the same place as she. Goodbye, brother. May God have mercy on my soul.