Monday, May 14, 2012

My Brother! I have been such a fool. How did I not see? I have no proof of this, but I am now absolutely certain. I know why Anushka has been haunting me. No, I know that she has not been haunting me. I have only been haunting myself. You see, I have realized. Juli is my daughter. Anushka the mother. I finally understand these feelings! Anushka is gone, and this child is not her. It is my child, a young Sidorov! I know understand that I cannot leave this place. I must stay to help this child grow. I dare not tell her that I am her father, but I will stay, and protect her. I have found my life again. I am finally free of Anushka.